5/22/2026

so ive been dead again..... oopsies. nothing super interesting has been going on tbh. ive just been at home. im cleaning my room!! which doesnt sound like a big deal but this is literally my decade old depression room its really really bad but im making good progress i think. im donating a TON of books bc my bookshelf was fighting for its life... i think tomorrow ill go drop some stuff off and then maybe ill go thrifting. i like exclusively wear jeans and long sleeve shirts so now i dont have anything to wear this summer. we'll seeeeee. i also wanna go to the craft store but i dont actually need anything, i just wanna go for fun. okay thats kinda it for now ill add more if i think about it but. yeah :P

5/16/2026

woaohhh i havent been here in a few days. i moved out of my dorm and started my summer job so i havent been keeping up with the site lolll but im back and i am so determined to keep updating things over the summer :P i have a whole bunch of ideas. i wanna start doing shrines bc that sounds fun, and i reallyyyy wanna change mel's page bc its kinda ugly rn and she deserves better. im kind of in the process of redesigning her anyways so we'll see what happens

yknow what i love about being home??? I HAVE MY TV AGAIN i can finally watch metalocalypse on TV instead of MY PHONE. this is huge and exciting for me im very very happy. i should do a whole metalocalypse/dethklok shrine id love that. dude i should finish my powerpoint presentation about dethklok. im gonna do that.

im in the process of cleaning my horrible nightmare depression room. this means i found a bunch of toys which is exciting. im gonna wash some of my old mlp toys' hair and try to style it. i dont know what generation these specific ones are... i have a bunch of g3 minis and theyre my absolute favs. maybe i should do a page on here w my collection or something like that. hmmmmm much to think about

5/13/2026

amonklok was so amazing it was everything i wanted and more. it was incredible. i have so many thoughts that i kinda dont even know where to start. castle rat was incredible. they were so fun and theatrical and they did so much in such a short time. i loved them so much. amon amarth i wasnt expecting to like as much as i did!! the crowd was so so hyped for them too which was great. but oh my god dethklok oh my goddddddddd i loved them. pickles vocals during the cyborg slayers woahhhh. before the encore everybody was talking we got to hear skwisgaar talk it was incredible. my weird wife i love him. my friend said that hes ugly in the show and i made him look too good on tomodachi life and i said yeah he is. he looks so fuck ass in season one and a lot of the songs were from season one. i feel like they mixed the audio a little weird during the show like the lead guitar sounded a little off. but maybe im just crazy. im so so so glad that i went it was so worth the money. im gonna buy another shirt

5/12/2026

omg i finally got this journal page to work... just in time because guess what happens today. THE AMONKLOK CONQUEST!!!!!! im so excited

so i have one single final project left. it isn't very high stress which is good - its mostly done too so i just have to wrap it up and turn it in!! im so glad this semester is almost done its been such a shitshow. next semester is going to be great though!!! i'll have my own room and ill be student teaching and everything. itll be so much fun. im so excited

i'll be honest i actually kinda felt horrible this morning. #anxiety i literally feel so annoying and weird lul not to be cringe but yeah. its whatever. it is what it is. im trying to push past the fear of being annoying and just be myself anyways but its hard when it lowkey feels like people dont like you when you are yourself.

okay damn bummer city. uwahhhh im so nervous we leave for the concert in around 2 hours IM SO NERVY gawddd...